born to be brave.
My Adhd medication has been delayed a week for some reason in regards to my insurance. I didn’t think it would be that big of a deal until the first day of the semester. My anxiety has increased and its been sky high all day. I haven’t been able to focus on what is important, my thoughts have been going in circles and I’ve been obsessive compulsive about unnecessary things. It’s completely frustrating. Not only is this semester important, but all of them are from here on out. I’ve become extremely hard on myself when it comes to my academics and when i struggle on something as easy as concentrating, i get really stressed out.
I think thats why i’ve been so discouraged lately. Im focusing on how other people are achieving there goals instead of working on mine. My age shouldn’t matter, my adhd shouldn’t matter and although it’s taking me a lot longer to get to where i need to be, i know deep in my heart i will get there. I have the courage and the passion, its just sometimes i’m unmotivated and have allowed things to bring me down and thats a habit i really need to break.
I know all of this will be worth it. I will make it. i have to keep telling myself that. If you fall down 7 times, get up 8.
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