don’t come find me.
Usually when i write its to express emotions that result in me being frustrated. I also feel like a broken record or a complainer, but its not like anyone actually reads what i write anyways.
Going through those kinds of things, i handle it by getting rid of clutter. Cleaning something out of my life. With that being said, i’m cleaning out certain people. I realized lately that i’ve been quite desperate without realizing it. I’m such a hopeless romantic that i find love in everyone that comes my way, and because of that, nothing has been working out. I’ve just been going in a circle. Its frustrating not having anything work out for me in the relationship department, but at the same time i know there’s no rush. i refuse to settle for anything less than i’m looking for in someone. Its funny how one simple thing can turn you completely on or off about someone. I have a lot going on for me right now and i know a relationship will shift me out of focus but Its just been so hard for me to have that mindset. i need to let things happen on their own. So from this point on, i’m honestly shutting the doors and closing myself off.
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